Finding your style

Some put style before  comfort but others preffer comfort  before  style. I preffer both in equal measure. Meaniful details on a piece is what is important  because  that is where we are drawn to look at. Colours  we Choose  are important. If you love to be seen and are very jovial, pick warm and bright Colours.Just balance them to create contrast or monochrome of Different  hues of the same colour use white and black for contrast, Effect.Before all that love yourself.
If you love being in the background and blend in, just wear dull, mature,serious colours. From dark green, to dark blue, to dark brown pop in white  to create an outline difference so it can not be monotonous and boring.

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Not a working title.

This is the defining moment of my life. I will make it only if i swallow my pride. Its hard to loose something you have used to shield yourself from the real ache that life brings with itself.
I need a gulp if water to make it smooth or maybe a word or two from the good book  should do. The pain intensifies around the neck because  that is where it should go and not the head.
I am boring that i already know but, i enjoy my company of course that is me.This is not my diary but the exam was quit easy .
Here lying on my  bed staring at the cracking ceiling(its safe do not worry) I dream of what i could  be doing outside.
Making a fortune from selling my garments from Aila, or holding my chin as i inspect finished clothes in the quality assurance section of karl lagerfield's work for coco chanel. Searching for loose threads or badly plaid waist line to no avail. Who knew international tailors could be so perfect?
Daydreaming was my thing at preteen. I day dreamt a lot more of how i would  look like as an adult.well dressed, smart and brave. Well i try but not quit there yet.
The idea is to make twelve year old me proud. Would she look up to me so far well maybe..Never  be too hard on your self. Set goals and keep working towards it. If you fail today you  can't  allow yourself  to fail the same way tommorrow .
Invent new ways to fail that is how you finally succeed and become an inventor  in the long run.
You seriouly  have to make it, then reward yourself  for holding on and being faithful.

Growing up : Lady from Africa.

Its been seven months before  writing again that means it could be i was busy or i was preparing firely posts.Mostly i was busy. I love my readers so i keep them healthy with gestures here and there.
I 've been away because i was getting back to school.. I am old but not that old. Just old enough to write  my name well.
What makes me concerned about my age is seriously being hit on by guys four years my junior. Ist flattering but serious concern black for real don't crack. Some actually think i am younger than they are.I think i will just walk around with my Id tagged.
Its hear breaking.. but what do we do  time is the enemy. Speaking of time i need to sleep because i have lectures and a project that is due tommorrow.

Its flattering for a lady like me who used to be insecure..until i got dumped  twice on the same week.Do not be shocked it's twice in that, a job interview for a stylist position flopped.
That was the worst pain i ever felt in my entire youth. Then the same week the guy i thought  was promising let me go.On the same week. ouch!
So i lied to my self how amaizing that was.
That it would  mold my character, learn i am  not a princess of neverland(wherever that is) . Yet, it did, somehow. I am learning  so well. Because my lessons started earlier
Getting an admission  letter to an amaizing  fashion school  has been the best thing this year and  more is yet to come.
Adulthood is when you no longer fear faliure or fear itself that is when you are mature enough to run a fortune 500 company. Its when you care less about being liked more than respected.I love new me.